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Cheers! :D

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Monday, April 27, 2009, 5:56 PM

Oooooh, 100th post! :D

Oo..kaye. So the exams are like, tomorrow.
I'm really gonna struggle to survive the exam period.
Damn, I really suck in Maths. -.-

I shan't be blogging until like, Thursday, 30th April or so.
(Well, who bothers anyway? -.-)
I'll most probably blog about my new born baby cousin, Josh, :D
From now till 15 May, I'll be kinda busy killing my brain cells with revision, especially Maths.
Cus I really suck in Maths.
Trust me.

I passed both Common Tests by LUCK, :D and not by my brain, heh, xD

Kays, shall continue with revision.
Till then, see ya! :D

Thursday, April 23, 2009, 7:45 PM

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on'

Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith

Tuesday, April 21, 2009, 3:27 PM

I WANNA BE A 3-YEAR-OLD! :D

Lol, yeap. I wanna be a 3-year-old toddler.

*smirks*

Being a 3-year-old, you don't have to deal with chemical equations, logarithms, polynomials, the human digestive system, freaking enzymes, writing summaries and book reviews, or CHINESE comprehension questions.
The only thing you have to do in school (or rather, kindergarten) is to write ABC's, simple Chinese characters, do simple math questions, like 1 + 1 = 2.

Also, you don't have to worry about looking bad with what you wear. 'Cos whatever you wear would definitely look cute on a 3-year-old. Toddlers can have clothes as COOL as teens' too. :D
And, you don't have to bother and feel paranoid with all the unnecessary stuffs growing on your face. Such as, zits and blackheads. As a 3-year-old, YOU ARE WAY TOO YOUNG FOR ZITS AND BLACKHEADS.

For girls, you don't have to suffer the period pains and the discomfort of having something somewhere in between your legs.
Fyi, it's a sanitary pad.

For boys, you don't have to shave your moustache or beard growing on your face 'cos without them, you look cuter for a 3-year-old.
Also, you don't have to bother about wet dreams. Or something like that, xD

Being a 3-year-old, you can be as childish to your heart's content without having anyone saying that you're childish.

You can make friends easily too y'know, (:
Remember how you make friends with your kindergarten classmates when you were just a few years old?
You were total strangers with the person next to you for a second.
And the next second, you two were playing with each other like there's no tomorrow.
What's more, toddlers don't know the meaning of betrayal, leaving you alone, or whatsoever.
All they know is to have fun and enjoy every moment with you.

3-year-olds don't have to worry about what is going to happen to you in the future.
For example, to go to a JC or a poly after you graduate from secondary school.
And, 3-year-olds don't have to worry about common tests or MYEs or EOYs or O Levels.
They don't have to face any pressure and carry any burdens on their shoulders too.

All 3-year-olds do is to attend kindergarten, have fun, enjoy and lead a carefree toddler's life, give their parents trouble, run into a toy shop and bug their parents to buy them a toy, eat kiddy meals, etc, etc.

How fun is that?
(This reminds me of the movie, 17 Again)

But, as 3-year-olds grow up, they will learn that there's more to life than just enjoying their toddler's life.
They will learn more about life and the things and people around them as they grow older, and how to tackle obstacles that obstruct their way.

Different people have different perspective of things.
Well, from my point of view, it's fun to be a 3-year-old.
(:

Till then, see ya! :D

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got a seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes.

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of a winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the water's I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What do I do would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into.

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay.

Monday, April 20, 2009, 6:51 PM

What does the picture above tells you?
To me, it's like an adversity in disguise.
The apple looks so nice, yet, there's a disgusting worm hiding right inside of it.

Anyway, my point is, don't judge things by its cover.
All that glitters is not gold.
People may treat you very nice one day, and they may seem to be your lifetime BFF.
You tell them your secrets, share everything you have with them, make them happy whenever they're sad.
But the next thing you know, they treat you like a piece of shit.
It's like, taking you for granted or something.
Well, that's one example.
(I'm not pointing fingers at anyone though. So don't get the wrong idea.)

But, guess that teaches you not to trust someone so easily, and not to be so GULLIBLE.
So..yea, back to my point.
Don't judge things by it's cover.
That's all I wanna say about that picture.

Anyway,
I PASSED BOTH MY EMATHS AND AMATHS TEST! :D
But I didn't do very well either.
Damn, where's my mother when I need her to sign me up for home tuition!?
-.-

Kays, I shall end all these mindless musing here.
Hav'ta go study now.
See ya! xD

Sunday, April 19, 2009, 11:11 AM

It's been long since I've blogged, xDD
Okay, never mind.

Anyway, NPAP'09 is over! ): a million times!! ):
The past 3 months or so of trainings and sweat had finally paid off.
As a contingent, we've forged new friendships.
We got scolded together, we trained together, to strive for perfection.
Though we still don't really know each other very well, I bet we still can recognise each of our faces (and laughters)!

Seeing people sitting at the grandstand fanning themselves with pieces of paper was kinda funny.
Haha, cos' they were all doing the same thing, at the same time. Hahs, xD
But, seeing your friends (and/or family) watching, supporting and clapping and cheering for you, you'd really feel very proud and happy to be in the parade, (:

The disappointing part was that SC2 doesn't like to take photos, -.-
Never mind. What's over, is over.
Our next chance would be SC2's outing. Hope everyone would turn up, xDD

The 5 things that I'll miss:
1) We cannot leave class early anymore! ):
2) OUR NEW FRIENDS! ):
3) The goodie bags. Haha, especially Edmond. (Whooops? xD)
4) The fun-filled journey to and fro HTA.
5) The trainings we had together.

Gossssh, I'm really missing the days in NPAP rehearsals..
If I've got the photos, I'll post it on Facebook and here! xD

Anyway, there's a lot of things I need to say.
(It has got nothing to do with NPAP'09)

We are all humans. Humans make mistakes, and we learn from them.
What's wrong with making mistakes as long as we learn from them?
Some of us are slow-learners whereas the others are fast-learners.
What's the point of saying that you forgive someone and you don't really do?
You just make the other party feel deceived.
What's more, you're deceiving yourself too.

Each and everyone of us have our own flaws.
You can't just say that you're flawless. I bet you aren't perfect like everyone else.
So, you cannot just judge people by their looks and disabilities.
What's more important, is their heart. Whether they are true to you or not.

As the time changes, people change too y'know..
You can't just anyhow tell someone that he/she has changed in terms of personality when you haven't looked at yourself in the mirror yet.

Well, I have to say, people are like that.
They don't think before they open their mouths and say things.
But I have to say, I'm like that too.
We're all like that.

That's why I've said that everyone of us have our own flaws.
Speaking before we think, is already one flaw that we have, and one mistake that we've made.
That's why, it's important to learn from our mistakes.
It's okay to make mistakes..
Don't tell me that you've never made a mistake in your life before.
I bet you have.

Woah, my topics are all those kind of 'no link' topics.

Haha, xD
Kays, I shall end here.
See ya, :D

Thursday, April 9, 2009, 7:24 PM

Dang! ): I'm down with fever and a bad headache.
That's why I didn't go to school today, =/
I feel bad that I pangseh-ed my HK buddy, xD

Anyway, my fever and headache started from 3am until 5pm (around there).
Yea, I'm feeling better right now.
Except that I still feel the headache lingering in my mind.
Doc said it'll take me about 3 days or so to recover. O.o

That's not the worst cold that I've gotten so far, xD
The worst I had had was went I had to be rushed to a clinic for a jab for my fever to subside.
And that painful jab cost $107. xD

Oookay.. Yesterday's rehearsal wasn't as tough as the preview.
As usual, lots of LMAO moments happened. Haha, xD
We talked about BGRs where the guy is younger than the girl.
For example: Rihanna and Chris Brown, Mariah Carey and Nick Cannon.
We said that Chris Brown lacked of mother's love, that's why he loved a girl older than him.
And as for Nick Cannon, he lacked of GRANDMOTHER'S love. LOL!?
Because Mariah is 30 (plus) years old and Nick is 20 (plus) years old.
Our BGR theory is lame right?
Haha, xD

Kays, gtg!
See ya! :D

Tuesday, April 7, 2009, 6:56 PM

Is it my phone, or is it my memory card?
There's this problem with my phone/memory card..
My phone can't read my memory card.
And that's why I came to school without my ear piece plucked into my ears nowadays, xD

Okay, so Ms Soh was nagging in the hall again about our respect to the HK people.
And again, her dressing sucks.
This time, she looked like she's attending a funeral. -.-
For goodness sake, the only time that I saw her in an appropriate attire was during the musical when she wore a dress.
That looked kinda okay on her.
But today, like any other school days, she wore a black blouse, black trousers and had her hair bunned up.
She really looked as if she was attending a funeral.

Anyway, I ran the 2.4 today.
Guess my timing. Lol?
My timing was 13.5. Not bad huh? Lol, xD
We were all sweaty and smelly and we had to rush to the AVA room for the twinning programme.
And Huiyan sort of, fainted before we went in. O.o
And so, we xiasuay-ed ourselves when we walked in through the front door with everyone looking at you, going, 'wow, who are they? Why do they look so unglam?'
LOL. Me and my 'unglam' thingggy. Haha, xD

We brought them to our class and they found our lessons boring.
Haha. True though, xD
Cos their school is a chinese medium school, so every lesson was taught using mandarin except english.
And my buddy slept during bio. Lol, xD

...

...

...

...I dunno what else to say.

Okay, anyway, the HK people were kinda shy but friendly.
And they always communicate to each other in cantonese, which we couldn't understand.
What's more, my chinese suck. Hence, it's really hard to communicate with them, xD

Kays, I've gotta go now, xD
See ya! :D

Monday, April 6, 2009, 4:58 PM

Did you forget that I was even alive?
Did you forget everything we ever had?
Did you forget, did you forget about me?

Did you regret ever standing by my side?
Did you forget we were feeling inside?
Now I'm left to forget about us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song, you can't forget it

So now I guess this is where we have to stand
Did you regret ever holding my hand?
Never again, please don't forget, don't forget

We had it all, we were just about to fall
Even more in love, than we were before
I won't forget, I won't forget about us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song you can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song, you can't forget it at all

And at last all the pictures have been burned
And all the past is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget, please don't forget us

Somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song but you won't sing along
You've forgotten about us
Don't forget

Sunday, April 5, 2009, 5:13 PM

Look at that video below this post.
*Screams*
Oh my gwad...!
The people in Number 1 uniform look damn smart plus handsome/chio! :O
They make your jaws drop.
You can't really see their faces in the video.
But when you see them in real life, you'll be going, 'OH MY GOSH!'
However, some people look sloppy in the uniform. xD
You should know why. I shan't elaborate then, xD
I couldn't find the photos for both males and females Number 1 uniform.
So, I used a video instead, xD
As the saying goes, 'a picture paints a thousand words.'
BUT A VIDEO SHOWS A MILLION WORDS, :D

Anyway, I overslept yesterday.
I didn't really overslept. Just woke up late. xD
Met up with the rest and headed to SGS together.
And we broke the record! We weren't the first to reach SGS, =/
Okay, so we changed into our full-u and I ________________________.
Gosh, it's super embarrassing can!
And one of the people who told me that happened to be a BOY.
Bleeeeeh. Hope they've forgotten about it by now, xDD
As usual, Andersen was LATE, again.
Wahpiang, they look super smart plus handsome in their Number 1 uniform can!! xS

Rehearsed, rehearsed, rehearsed.
We stood on the parade square for like 20 to 30 minutes.
And that was only the REHEARSAL.
There's gonna be a prize presentation for the 47 gold unit schools.
47!
Means we have to stand for like extra 15 minutes for the prize presentation.
And not to mention, there's a lot of GOHs.
And y'know, GOHs take like forever to walk to their seats when it's just only in front of the grandstand. -,-

Seeing people faint and hearing batons/rifles dropping onto the floor is quite frightening.
Cos you don't know what the heck happened to them and if they're gonna be okay or not.
Yeap, lots of people fainted and you could hear the red-cross people running to them.
Oh, 1 of the casualties even needed to lie on the stretcher!
*Gasp*
Kinda scary huh?

Anyway, Edmond and I were acting really retarded during the journey from HTA all the way to Hougang.
LOL. Nothing unusual, xD
Except that yesterday we acted super super retarded.
Haha.

Had lunch at Hgm and walkwalk-ed around until like 4 plus.
Reached home, bathed, and watch TV till I fell asleep.
And I slept all the way till 8am in the morning today, xDD

Went to Parkway Parade to meet my aunt.
Bought a present for the HK people.
Went home, did my homework (hah, I'mma good girl huh? LOL), and blogged.

Kays, I shall end here, xDD
See ya!

REMINDER TO SEOK KEE AND EDMOND:
Please remember to bring your berets tomorrow for exchange, xD

5:12 PM

NPCC Annual Parade 2008

Thursday, April 2, 2009, 9:54 PM

LOOK,
I am really very sorry if I had offened you people by my straightforwardness.
I am direct in every way. My jokes and comments can be hurtful at most times.
I offend people unknowingly. I don't think before I say and do things.
I hardly care for other people's feelings. I do thinks that others might not like and I still don't know it.
I make people angry unknowingly too.
And I am very sorry to all those whom I had offended.
Sorry..
Your forgiveness is what I long for now.
I don't want our friendship to be broken after building it up for years.
It's not easy to build a friendship..
Really, I am sorry.

the protagonist

Hillary's the name, (:

[Hillary or Hilary is a given and family name, derived from the Latin hilarius meaning cheerful. Historically (in America), the spelling Hilary has generally been used for men and Hillary for women, though there are exceptions. In modern times it has drastically declined in popularity as a name for men.]

I have been alive for 15 years and counting. I thank everything that landed me in hot and sunny Singapore. I ended up in HIHS with my not-so-good and not-so-lousy PSLE score. Currently taking up BioChem, or rather, I'm in 3Unity'09, and sometimes I really wonder if I'm in the wrong class.

Anyway, I'm a 2nd Class Corporal holder in HolyNPCC unit and I'm proud to be in Energizers'09, :D

I am not-so-easily recognisable with my height and looks, xD But I'm easily recognisable with my loud voice. Yes, I'm a loud person. I can't stop talking. Well, maybe for a few minutes only, xD

I'm also a blunt, striaghtforward, talkative and chatty typical teenage girl who can talk about anything in the world, or simply laugh my ass off at something funny. And that is why my voice is that easy to recognise. :D My straightforwardness and certain jokes tend to hurt people. Please forgive me if I ever hurt you through my straighforwardness and hurtful jokes. I don't mean it, =/

Anyway, 13 April is an important day. Because it marks the day when people wish me a happy birthday. Okay, since that now you know when my birthday is, you should know what to do! {HINTING!}

Let me tell you more about myself...
SCROLL DOWN! :D

NUMBER ONE:

I ~~like~~ LOVE shopping.
Yes, like any other typical teen girl, I LOVE TO SHOP,:D

NUMBER TWO:

I like to walk into music shops and stare and admire the guitars and drums that they have on sale.
Lol, what a weird hobby I have, huh? Haha, xD

NUMBER THREE:

I like collecting Lilo & Stitch stuffs and other cute and furry soft toys. :D
Oooh! And I like collecting movie tickets as well! :D

NUMBER FOUR:

I love denying the fact that I hate math. (Whooops, xD)
Math is a TORTURE for my brain cells, y'know!
However, I shall FORCE myself to love maths for the sake of my results, s:

NUMBER FIVE:

I fancy even numbers.
Well, I don't think that is considered as a HOBBY. But, yea, I fancy even numbers. And I have a thing for GIRAFFES too and I don't know why either, xD

NUMBER SIX:

I'm not only a shopaholic. I'm a TV-holic as well!!
I'm only into comedy and LOCAL DRAMA. So, don't ask me anything about Korean or Taiwan dramas. Cus I'll be totally clueless about it. (:

NUMBER SEVEN:

I love milk, :D

NUMBER EIGHT:

DANCEEEEE.
I may not have the DANCE looks, but hey, it's not about the looks, it's more about the passion, :D

NUMBER NINE:

I HATE all those unnecessary stuffs growing on my face.
Well, who doesn't? xD

NUMBER TEN:

I've always dreamt of having a fun-filled life and being rich so that I can just buy anything off the shelf.
And I shall work towards that! :D

Okay. Now that you've know at least 10 things about me, I guess I shan't continue blabbing about myself. At the end of the day, I guess that there'll be millions of I's used in this profile segment while I can make better use of the time by doing better things in this world other than blabbing all about myself.

Okay, so I guess I shall end my profile RIGHTTTTTT....

Here.
Thanks for reading all the way up till this line! (: