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Tuesday, March 31, 2009, 8:47 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYDIA! :D

Hey ho! Sorry that I didn't gave you a bday present today, xD

Shall give you a belated one someday..

Anyway, hope you had enjoyed your day today and may your wishes come true!

Good luck in your SYF and all the best in your studies!

Don't get detention again! Haha, :D

God bless!

Damn, our new EZ-link cards are freaking UGLY.
And they've used back our PRIMARY SCHOOL photo, -.-
Imagine how ugly it can be..
I will make sure my IC photo will be a NICE one, :D

Anyway, today's bio open-book test was really retarded. -.-
The books and notes were redundant 'cos we couldn't find answers there.
How stupid is that?

Huiearm&Co plus Phoenicia came over to my house today for the ICT project.
And Phoe was our 'guest star speaker'. Haha, you should watch the video of her speaking.
You can laugh your ass off. LOL.
We NG-ed thousands of times and they left at like 7 plus.
Oh, and this irritating small boy was disrupting our project.
He was following us wherever we went and we couldn't start fliming.

Bored, bored, bored.
Tomorrow's APRIL FOOL'S DAY! :D
And we've lots of interesting ideas for tomorrow to fool our teachers.
Haha, xDD

Kays, see ya!

Monday, March 30, 2009, 4:36 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL! :D

Jing jia mu!! Haha, hope you liked the card made by me, xD

And and, the birthday song by us, :D

Anyway, it's been like 4 years since we known each other.

We've been through ups and downs together which makes us closer and closer day by day.

Hope our friendship will last forever and that we would never grow further apart!

Good luck in your future tournaments and all the best in your studies!

May you wishes come true and may God bless you as well! :D

Cheers!

This is really irritating and rather depressing.
I don't know why the heck am I feeling that the people around me hates me. =/
Gosh, this feeling sucks man.
It's like, you don't even know why you're feeling this way.
It makes me wanna go over and ask, 'hey, you hate me?'
Argggh, =/
Someone please make this feeling go away~~ PLEASE.
):

Anyway, I just realised this Monetize thinggy on the dashboard of Blogger.
It's about signing up for Adsense whereby you place content-relevant advertisements on your blog.
And you get to earn money through blogging! (Gosh, I wanna sign up!)
You don't really have to advertise via blogging. Instead, Blogger, or rather, Google, determines the types of advertisements to display on your blog for other readers. (But I think that will only work for popular blogs, unlike mine, -,-)
For example, I'm blogging about cosplay. Then there will be ads on cosplay next to my post.
This is rather complicated... -,-
But you still get to earn money. Lol.
How? I don't know. So I didn't sign up, xD
Another thing is, I don't even know if people are reading my blog or not.
Even if they do, they don't tag at all. -,-
And if I were to put a web counter, I think the results will be kinda disappointing. Lol?
What's the point then? -.-
It's more of like, a personal diary for my eyes only.

Well, the reason why I'm blogging is to IMPROVE MY ENGLISH.
Haha. It doesn't seem to work though.
'Cos I got 51 for English this term.
Unbelievable huh? Yea, that's the reality.
Reality hurts. But it's true.
Haha.
So, it doesn't really matter whether my blog is popular or not.
But I still mind. Haha, xD

Hmm... (In deep thoughts)
Nothing much to talk about for today..
Except that we conducted sec1's LCE lesson today.
Something about leaders.
They are supposed to come up with ideas and act out a commercial on the product that they are advertising.
After acting out their advertisement, they are then supposed to find their 'hidden leader' and say why they think he/she was the so-called leader.
Then from the debrief, they will learn what it takes to be a leader.
Well, it's that simple.
Anyone CAN be a leader. It's whether he/she wishes to take the initiative to lead or not.
Yeap, then we talked about being leaders and stuffs like that.
They should have read my blog post on LTC. Lol.
And we were the first of all the other 8 classes to finish. Haha, :D

Went to Kovan to (pauses for a long time) pass a photocopy of my birth cert to the Starhub worker to prove that my mother is my mother.
Lol? -.-
Yea, 'cos my mum brought me to sign up for a student plan with free unlimited SMSes and 100 minutes free outgoing calls.
We didn't know that my birth cert was one of the documents needed.
So, the worker said we could 'hand-in' the photocopy of it by today.
If not my student plan contract will be changed to another contract.

OH! And I've just ordered my contact lenses yesterday.
It cost me $138. -.-
'Cos of my astigmatism, it cost that much.

Oh, and I went to find MiniMelts auntie just now! Auntie Doreen! :D
She's a good friend. Haha. We could talk about anything in the world. Lol.
She's a middle-aged auntie. So she has more experience than us.
And her personal life stories are damn interesting and somehow inspirational. Haha.
Today we talked about gays and BGRs. Haha.
Random topic huh?
She said Xie Shao Guang used to asked Qi Yu Wu for 'stead'. Wth?
I wonder where she got that idea from.
And she also said that one of her daughters used to like a gay. Lol? -,-
Yea, her stories are super super interesting.

Went home, bathed and started to blog.
And I just realised that I've got homework and a (open-book) test tomorrow.
So, I shall end here and start thinking of how to make my blog posts more interesting, xD
See ya! :D

Saturday, March 28, 2009, 10:01 PM

I can't believe I went to the Cosplay today at Liang Court.

And it was kind of interesting and curious how cosplayers can spent hundreds and hundreds of dollars on their costumes and accessories.

Guess that's what people do for their interest.

A cosplayer we interviewed (for ICT) said she would never stop cosplaying because of the recession because it was her interest.

Lol? What a loyal cosplayer she is..

Anyway, searching for 'suitable' interviewees was like searching for a needle in a haysack. Lol.

We were like stalking everyone of them like paprazzi until we found one 'suitable' interviewee.

Haha.

If suaku people out there don't know what cosplay is, here's some info:

Cosplay is short for "costume play", is a type of performance art where participants dress themselves up with often-elaborate costumes and accessories, as a specific character or idea. Characters are usually sourced in various Japanese and East Asian media, including manga, anime, tokusatsu, comic books, graphic novels, video games, and fantasy movies.

Some cosplayers also reenact scences or behaviours of their inspired choosen source.

Cosplay costumes are radically different from typical Halloween costumes. Because the object of cosplay is to literally to become one's character, the intricate details of the costume's construction are critical. Some cosplayers will buy their costumes from talented artists, while others may spend months creating the perfect cosplay outfit.

In Japanese, the term can also mean—and may originate from—the use of costumes for sexual purposes, in which case the "play" refers not to dressing up, but sexual play while dressed up. The term hence overlaps what would usually be known in English as sexual roleplaying or sexual fetishism: for example, wearing a schoolgirl uniform before or during sex would be known as seifuku cosplay, and many Japanese love hotels offer costume rental services.
In the Japanese sex industry, sex clubs that specialize in sexual cosplay are known as image clubs. In addition to standard fetishistic standbys (schoolgirl, nurse, policewoman, etc.), an increasing number, pioneered by the now-defunct Wedding Bell chain, cater to otaku with staff dressing up as anime characters.

Here are some photos of the cosplay taken today using Crystal's camera.

(She said I could RIP from her blog, xD)

(That's Debra's friend)

Anyway, I've still got lots and lots of homework waiting for me! xD

See ya! xD

Friday, March 27, 2009, 9:45 PM

PEK CHEK TIMES 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000001. -,-
I'm sad, depressed, dispirited, cheerless, crestfallen, dejected, and other words with almost the same meaning as 'sad'.
It's really demoralizing. Really.
Somethings are lacking in myself and the others.
And we have to find out what those things are, and correct ourselves.
I cried. Yes, I cried because of THAT. ):
Now my eyes feel like they're burning.
Thanks Energizers'09 for the concern anyway. (:

Anyway, another reason why I'm pek chek is because the sec3s don't get to go to Croatia.
Damn it. *does the WTF hand sign*
They will be stopping at VENICE and going to MILAN.
Gossssh! I wanna go too!
But only the sec2s get to go, -,-

Other than that, all was well.
I'm in a foul mood now.
I thought this post would be kind of long with me elaborating about the YOG trip to Croatia stuffs.

Kays, see ya!

Wednesday, March 25, 2009, 10:30 AM

Damn it. Stupid sore throat.
The feeling in my throat was the same as the one I had in February.
Daaaang. I don't wanna fall sick again! =/
But that's not the reason why I didn't turn up in school today.

The real reason why was because my phone went bonkers and the alarm didn't went off today.
As a result, I overslept and woke up at 7++ (going to 8).
So, yea. Couldn't possibly go to school at 8 plus and reach at 9 plus.
'Cos I take about an hour to prepare, xD
And I definitely wouldn't want Suzie to catch me and walk into class and embarrass myself, xD
If it were to be you, I bet you won't go to school either.

Okay, shhhhh!
If people missed this post and don't know why the heck I didn't go to school today, then that's just too bad.
Haha. Okay.
So I didn't had lessons today.
And I shall finish up some of my homework which weren't due today today.
Hah, I'mma good girl. Lol, :D

My sore throat's still freaking sore.
Anyway, I want a hair straightener! xDD
And and, I REALLY REALLY WANT A RIP CURL BAG!
I really do, xD

Here's an update of my bday wish list, :D
- A Rip Curl bag pack or NUM bag
- Build-a-bear bear
- Any soft toy that is big and cuddly, especially giraffes, pigs or cows but STRICTLY NO DOREAMONS
- A touch-screen phone with a camera of 8 mega pixels or more :D
- A digital camera of my own :D
- A cool birthday celebration in school
- A nice, smart and handsome boyfriend who'd truly love me and be faithful to me, ahah :D (I'm not despo! xD)
- Anything colourful, especially if it's in the colour RED and/or GREEN but no lingerie set.
- A very nice jacket. (FYI, to be honest with you, I'm BRAND-CONSCIOUS)
- Anything Lilo&Stitch (:
- Something handmade and meaningful (:
- TO GROW TALLER
- A nice dress? Lol.
- Friendships that last a lifetime (:
- 15 Kinder Joys/Surprises :D
- ALL the series of LAI BI XIAO XIN! :D
- Adidas watch in this colour or darker :D
- A hair straightener

Oh, and don't worry, I'll still go for AP rehearsal though, xDD
Okay, I shall go touch up on my Bio report now.

See ya! :D

{edit}
I'm back from AP rehearsal.
Arggh. I'm feeling fever-y all of a sudden. =/
And today's rehearsal was kinda slack. Only that we marched on the spot for like, 10 minutes?
Dunno why, I slept throughout the whole journey to and fro HTA.
Wow, first time.
Anyway, our seats were changed. Damnit.

Okay, I shall stop my mindless musing now.
See ya! :D

Tuesday, March 24, 2009, 5:37 PM

First of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABRIEL! :D

Hoo! :D You're 15 today, which makes you a year older! Ahah!

It's been nice knowing you.

How you could start off conversations with things that interests you and then starts to interest others.

Frankly, I've only known you since PSL camp.

So, thank God that we were PSLs and knew each other from the camp. :D

Anyway, may your wishes come true and all the best for your studies and CCA.

God bless! :D

Raaah. =/
I'm kinda pissed off with the stupid ICT project.
Never mind, let's put that aside.
We'll overcome the obstacles bit by bit. (:

Xy and Claire were screaming their heads off, pissing my bro in the room from the sight of some DBSK stuffs.
Seriously, that really made me hate DBSK more and more. -.-
No offence though.
Different people have different perspective and different points of views.
Okay, let's put those aside too as well.

Anyway, I'm starting to lose interest in bio and starting to gain interest in chem.
Lol.
Idk why. But maybe it's because of the teachers.
Seriously, Ms How is a nice teacher. But the way she teaches us, it's not gonna bring us anywhere at all.
Ms Tan is a naggy, long-winded, easily frustrated by little stuffs and talks like Donald Duck teacher.
And when you listen to her voice, your eyelids will automatically feel heavy and you'll start falling asleep.
But we still don't know why, at the end of her lesson, we'll get things into our heads. Unlike bio.
-,-

Arggggh, I don't know what to talk about.
Kays, shall start on my homework soon.
Tomorrow will be a better day, :D
And I shall update my bday wish list tomorrow too.
So, stay tuned! :D :D :D

See ya! :D

Monday, March 23, 2009, 6:04 PM

Firstly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEOK KEE! :D

You're 15th and one year older. Ahah.

Hope you appreciated our 'company' today, xD

Anyway, this year's a rather important year in NP, so good luck and all the best! :D

We're gonna be NCOs soon and it's important to keep yourself healthy.

But don't neglect your studies!

Lastly, may your wishes come true and God bless!

Loveya! ;DD

Okay, I shall start talking about LTC, xD

Being a leader doesn't mean you have to be good in everything.
You don't have to be always at the top, although you are the one who always call the shots.
Being able to lead a group of 12 is rather challenging, for an inexperienced one like me (although I'm a PSL, xD).
As a leader, you mustn't neglect your role and abuse your authority.
Also, you must remember that safety always comes first.
Of course, you yourself must be able to look after yourself too.
But remember to look out for your group members and never leave them alone behind.
Care for them, help them when in need.
Be a role model. As a leader, people look up to you, and listen to you.
Remember what is right, and what is wrong.
Be assertive and make the right decisions.
Never ask for solutions. You look for solutions.
Support your group members. You'll like the feeling when the others support you as well.
Lastly, make your members happy by bringing up their morale.

Trekking up Gunong Stong wasn't easy at all.
Being physically fit isn't really that important.
What's more important, is what that's up in your mind.
Whether you have the positive thinking, or the negative one.
Trekking up to the submit was one of the objective.
Another important objective, was to have fun with your members, bond with them, and enjoy the process.

It doesn't really matter that we didn't make it up to the submit as long as we enjoyed to process.
Being disappointed that we didn't had the mindset of reaching the submit was the first thing that came to my mind.
There were more and more casualties as we went higher up the mountain.
Being the day IC, I felt that it'd be better if we were to go back down.
So, yep, we went down and I felt that I'd made the right decision, no matter what others say.
Having to enjoy the process, is much more important than the outcome.
And I'm pretty sure that we had enjoyed the journey together, although there were some miscommunication between the other trainers (especially that bitch).

Anyway, LTC was really tedious.
Don't say that I'm using the word 'tedious' as an excuse cos other groups with smaller sized members were able to make it up to the submit whereas we couldn't.
Well, I find that it's because they were the ONLY small sized ones in their group, and their group members were able to help them easily.
What really matters most, is of course, the process.
Having to bathe only once for 5 days and not shitting for 5 days, it really sucks.
Even if the train has toilets, you don't have the feel to shit. Trust me.
Lol.
And I have to admit, my group's meals were the most sumptuous ones. Haha, :D
Other than buying tidbits and sweets from the trip, we 'bought' injuries and memories as souvenirs as well.
Haha, xD
Although this year's LTC was like a second OBS, it's rather memorable, (:

Lessons were normal today.
Only that I was super high throughout, and I slept during English lesson, xD
And I can't believe I fell asleep in English lesson when it was the most interesting and least boring lesson of all.
Lol.
Mr Tan was hoping that we'd nominate him as the best English teacher. HAHA.

Kaaaaays, I shall end here.
I've gotta finish reading the book for the book review thingggy, xD
See ya! :D

Tuesday, March 17, 2009, 7:43 PM

*SCREAMS*
LTC'S TOMORROW! xDD

And I haven't pack.

Haha, shall do some last minute packing later on.
LOL! Cheryl and Huijun came over to my house JUST now.
And Cheryl passed me her bag and explained to me how the bag works, like she's gonna promote the bag to me.
HAHA. :D
And they scared my cats. LOL.

Anyway, today's Neighbourhood Watch Scheme test was kinda easy, but not DAMN easy. LOL.
I was laughing inside while doing the test, xD
Celebrated Sk's bday with whip cream. :D
And we had to clean up after that.

Left half-way during the 'area cleaning' and went to meet Huiearm. (:
AND THEY SAID THEY'RE GONNA PLAY WITH WATER BOMBS ON THE NEXT BDAY CELEBRATION. Which is gonna be mine, -.-
Lol. I'll appreciate it anyway. :D

The bus ride was long and filled with Huiearm's and my laughter. LOL.
Bought stuffs, and went to Kovan after that.
And we saw Xy! :D
Lol. Went home after that.

And I'm gonna do some last minute shopping later on too, xDD
REALLY last minute ones. Haha, xDD

Kaaaays, see ya! :D
Don't worry, I'll have fun in LTC!
Loveya! :D :D :D

Monday, March 16, 2009, 8:07 PM

Hey ho! :D
Today was kinda slack.
Didn't do much for ICT project, heh, xD
Wasn't motivated to do maths, xD
And I have to re-do the English book review. Damn it. -,-
And and, I have to watch that maths video.
Aaaaah. Happy for nothing.

I'm going for LTC this Wednesday.
So, tomorrow or Wednesday morning shall be my last post before I leave, xDD

Anyway, homework's are waiting for me again.
See ya! :D

Sunday, March 15, 2009, 2:43 PM

Sec3Energizers'09 is LOVED :D

Okay, so I'm done with Chem, Bio, English, Lit and the Circles' worksheet.
And I'm left with all the Amaths and Emaths revision. Shall do it later, xD
Tomorrow's the Neighbourhood Watch lecture. Gosh, I don't have time to get camp stuffs! xD
Shall find time to go get my stuffs tomorrow, xDD

Hmm. I dunno what to blog about.
No topic, therefore, nothing to blog about.

Okay, I shall end here.
See ya! :D

Saturday, March 14, 2009, 7:26 PM

I'm freaking irritated.
Thanks to my dear mum. (Be glad that I used 'my dear mum')

My phone bill was $350. And yes, my mum scolded me for that.
She say she's either gonna deduct my allowance or cut off my line.
Damn it.
$250 a month is already not enough for a teen like me in this age, and still, she wants to deduct it.
Deducting it isn't gonna help much too. Unless she deduct till I don't have any allowance at all.
How evil is that?
I've told her LONG LONG AGO to change my phone plan before my bill gets higher than my height.
And she said, 'next time..'
And her next time will NEVER come.
Arggggh.
Okay, let's put that aside.

Next, my mum scolded me for not bringing in the clothes when it was raining.
What the?! For goodness sake, it was already raining before I reached home.
And how the hell would I know that the clothes are hanging outside?
And I really didn't notice the clothes outside when I reached home 'cos I was busy with other stuffs.
Then she called and scolded me again as if I'm the cause for the bad weather.
Seriously, wtf.

Then, my mum came home and said that she had fallen down.
I asked, 'mummy, how's your leg? Is it still painful?'
And wtf again. She scolded me AGAIN.
She was like, 'NO LAH! PEOPLE FALL DOWN WHERE GOT NOT PAIN ONE!?'
F***. For crying out loud, her daughter is trying to show some concern here even after being scolded for 2 times in a row, and there she is, scolding her own daughter for the 3rd time for concerning her.
Damn it. What's her damn problem?

And and, my mum was talking to my grandpa about the new flat.
It's not new anymore. It's been 2 years since we bought that flat, and 2 years since we rented it out to people.
Now, she's telling my grandpa that she'll be leasing out the flat again, this time for $1800 a month, again.
Seriously, I doubt we'll be even moving in, let alone go on a holiday to Japan.

She doesn't know that her own daughter has a social life.
She doesn't know that her own daughter has feelings.
She doesn't know what her own daughter's needs and wants.
She thinks that her own daughter is a genius.
She doesn't care about her own daughter's feelings.
She really doesn't.

Anyway, I shall stop ranting now.
Augustine and I really have to miss out on the 2 courses.
I was in a dilemma before Mr Suhaimi told us to go for LTC.
I wanna go for LTC and at the same time, attend the 2 courses.
If I were to go for LTC, I'll definitely miss out on the courses.
And if I were to attend the courses, I'll miss out on LTC.
But now, my 'so-called' decision is to go for LTC and miss out on the 2 courses.
=/

My holidays are really gone.
And I have to rush ALL my homework before Wednesday.
=/

Oookay..let's put all those frustrations aside.
Today's UG games day suck. Seriously.
Luckily we conducted the station games instead of having to play it.
HAHA. Thank God! :D
We bought 25 apples and we only used 5.
'Cos Mr Yeo told us today that only 1 or 2 groups will be playing.
But only 1 group can play our game, 007. -,-
As a result, we had 20 GREEN apples left.
Haha. Green apples are nice, y'know.. :D
And Mr Tong's 21 month old daughter is damn cute for goodness sake!
She can talk but she doesn't know what she is talking about. Haha.
And she'll imitate what Mr Tong tells her.
Damn cute right? Haha, xD

After the UG games day, we stayed back to pack up everything.
We then had an 'Advance Party' for the sec1 leisure camp on Monday.
I tried the rope game thinggy. It's super scary luh, xD
You have to hang yourself on a rope tied between 2 pillars and shift yourself from one end to the other end.
Then, you have to 'flip' your whole body to 'U-turn'.
The flipping part was the scariest part. Lol.
And I did the 'flip' 2 times, -,-
But it was fun luh. Although it was painful, xD

Kays, I've gotta go now.
See ya! :D

Thursday, March 12, 2009, 4:32 PM

I really dunno what are my plans for the March holidays.
Is either 5 days of LTC plus 4 days of homework-ing and attending courses, or 9 days of homework-ing plus attending courses. =/
Teachers are sadistic and holiday-spoilers. -.-
They bomb us with tons of homework, thinking that we're going for the June holidays next week.
Can't they think properly!? No wonder they're sadistic..
3 sets of Maths worksheets (including Amaths), 2 Bio assessments (including elearning), 1 English book review, 1 ICT project, 5 days of LTC, 2 courses to attend.
Gosh, my holidays are GONE. (Clap clap)
There goes my holidays. Bye March holidays!

Anyway, Xy called me to do a quiz from Claire's blog.
Here goes...

Just answer the questions truthfully, period.

Real name: Hillary Tan (You didn't ask for my FULL name, xD)
Nickname(s): Hillree, Ferlari?
Status: Single
Zodiac sign: Dog
Sex: Female
Elementary: Some kindergarten near my house?
Middle School: Holy Innocents' Primary School
High School: Holy Innocents' High School
Hair color: Black, sometimes brownish red.
Tall or Short: Short. Although I always lie to myself that I'm TALL... xD
Loud or Quiet: LOUD! Don't belive, ask 3Unity'09 :D
Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
Phone or Camera: Phone
Health freak: Sometimes?
A crush on someone: Besides Joe Joans, no one.
Eat or Drink: Both.
Piercings: Yup, a pair on my ears.
Tattoos: None .
Water or Fire: ??
Love of your life or 4 Billion Dollars: Love of my life :D

FIRST:
Fear: Being alone.
Best friend: I've lots :D
Award: Floorball, 3rd, in HIPS, xD
Crush: NOT REVEALING. Although I've forgotten, xD
Big vacation: Forgot, xD
Big birthday: Every year? xP

CURRENTLY:
Eating: Nope.
Drinking: Nope. Except swallowing my own saliva.
About to: Move on to the next question :D
Listening to: Check Yes, Juliet by We The Kings. Plus the drilling sounds outside my house, -.-
Planning for today: HOMEWORK! And polish my boots.
Waiting for: Housewife Holiday to start at 9pm on Channel 8 :D

YOUR FUTURE:
Want kids?: Yes.
Want to get married?: Yes.
What careers do you have in mind?: Doctor! :D Lol. Xh knows why. (:

WHICH IS BETTER WITH YOUR GIRL/BOY?
Lips or Eyes: Eyes.
Shorter or Taller?: Taller.
Romantic or Spontaneous: Romantic
Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: Both.
Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive.
Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship.
Trouble Maker or Hesitant: Dunno xD

HAVE YOU EVER:
Lost glasses/contacts: Nope.
Ran away from home: Duh, no. -.-
Hold a gun/knife for self defense: For rifle drills, yes. For self defense, no.
Killed something: Yes. Bugs. :D
Been heartbroken: Yes.
Been arrested: Never. -.-
Cried when someone died: Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself: YUP! :D
Miracles: Maybe.
Heaven: Yes.
Santa Claus: No. Although I wish to. Lol.
Sex on the first date: NO.
Kiss on the first date: Maybe?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
Is there one person you want to be with right now: Yes. :D
Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: At certain times.
Do you believe in God: Yes.
Will you post this as 100 truths and tag 10 people: No. I'm lazy by nature. :D

DONE! :D

Anyway....
Updating my wish list....
- A Rip Curl bag pack or NUM bag
- Build-a-bear bear
- Any soft toy that is big and cuddly, especially giraffes, pigs or cows but STRICTLY NO DOREAMONS
- A touch-screen phone with a camera of 8 mega pixels or more :D
- A digital camera of my own :D
- A cool birthday celebration in school
- A nice, smart and handsome boyfriend who'd truly love me and be faithful to me, ahah :D (I'm not despo! xD)
- Anything colourful, especially if it's in the colour RED and/or GREEN but no lingerie set.
- A very nice jacket. (FYI, to be honest with you, I'm BRAND-CONSCIOUS)
- Anything Lilo&Stitch (:
- Something handmade and meaningful (:
- TO GROW TALLER
- A nice dress? Lol.
- Friendships that last a lifetime. (:
- 15 Kinder Joys/Surprises :D
- ALL the series of LAI BI XIAO XIN! :D
- Adidas watch in this colour or darker :D

I wanna buy the sandals I saw at Cotton On! xD
But... Black, red, white, or sliver?
Lol.

See ya!
Gotta do my homework already! xD

Wednesday, March 11, 2009, 9:07 PM

Bad news.
Augustine and I MAY not get to go for LTC 'cos we'll be having courses (Police Knowledge and Homefront Security) on Wednesday and Thursday.
Die die also cannot miss out on those courses. =/
So, yea. This shall be confirmed by Friday.
Hopefully, we'll still get to go for LTC. xDD

Anyway, today's English lesson was SUPER fun! :D
Mr Tan came in and told us that our English results were better than Humility's.
And the HOD of English asked him how come our results were so good.
And he said that that was because he didn't gave us stress and that's why we did better than Hum, whereas Hum's English teacher will stare them down and make them study hard until they don't wanna study anymore.
LOL.
Then he said, 'don't go around telling other people I said that ah! Y'all know we in class always never do anything but laugh laugh laugh one!'
HAHA.
He wanted us to do the summary from the Nardia Passport but we didn't want to 'cos we only had the last 10 minutes of his lesson to finish the summary.
So, we requested to play HANGMAN. LOL?
And Mr Tan was like, 'don't want lah...do summary lah... If y'all want to bring home and do, call someone trustworthy to say that y'all WILL do it at home.'
So Matteus said, 'teacher, we WILL do it at home.'
And, Mr Tan so-called 'half-believe-half-don't-believe' us that we'll do it at home.
Then he said, 'call a girl to say it lah.'
And we all pointed to Ryan and shouted at him to say it. LOL.
Mr Tan: 'In what way does SHE. I mean, HE, looks like a girl?!'
3 Unity: 'HIS LAUGHTER!!'
Mr Tan: 'Really? Call him to laugh then. Ryan, laugh!'
Ryan: '...'
Then suddenly, RYAN'S LAUGHTER. HAHA.
Mr Tan: 'OK! Y'all can do it at home!'
LOL!
So, we played HANGMAN and the theme was 'dirty words'.
First up, _ _ _ _ _ _ _.
Andrew: 'SHIT YOU! F***K YOU! DAMN YOU!'
Mr Tan: 'NO!'
And the answer was DUST BIN. -,-
Second, _ _ _ _ _ _
Andrew: 'ch*ebye! SUZIE!'
Mr Tan: 'No, see carefully lah!'
Lol. And the answer was ARMPIT, which was his favourite word. Wth? -,-

Literature was still okay...
Went to the library and the librarian gave us NLB brochures.
And this was wad Veron drew on mine:

Lol, rhymes huh? Haha.

I'm really having this feeling that people don't seem to bother about my existence.
This feeling is scary and irritating y'know..
Who knows when you'll be totally outcasted and you'll feel left out all the time? =/
Certain people just don't tell you what's wrong with you and dislike you for no good reason at all.
And that will make you feel uneasy being around with them.
Selfish.
Sometimes, they just simply ignore you and don't appreciate your existence.
That's why people feel left out at times like this.
Some people don't know the feeling of being left out and condemned because they don't do that to other people.
The reason's simple. Because they don't want others to treat them the same way.
Really. Sometimes, certain people just don't care.

Monday, March 9, 2009, 8:19 PM

Is it just the end of a chapter?
Or have we ended the book just like that?

5:21 PM

Raaaah, =/
My results SUCK.
I got a pathetic C6 for my ENGLISH.
A C6 FOR ENGLISH!! ):
The rest are still acceptable. (:
Argggggggh. I got 8/30 for the compre test. And that's why it pulled down my marks.
Damn it. Should have put it more effort instead of thinking that I had all the time in the world to complete just the first passage in one hour.
And you know, the compre test consists of 2 passages.
Aaaaaaaah! ):

Ooh, and my maths suck too.
Well, that's pretty obvious. xDD
And that's why I kept saying that I NEED MATHS TUITION.
But going to tuition centres won't help at all. 'Cos I will never catch up with them.
So, it'll be just a waste of time and money.
So yea, I need HOME TUITION, :D
And I shall tell my mother that I really really NEED home tuition for maths and maybe chem?
Yea, my chem sucks too, xDD

I can't really think of anything to blog about nowadays.
Blogging about school days will be boring too.
'Cos going to school is our 5-days-a-week routine.
It's just like a daily routine. Only that it's 5 days a week.
Unless something special happens...
For example, SUZIE WAS CHASING SOMEONE AND SLIPPED AND FELL AND BROKE HER LEGS (I just made that up and I didn't meant to curse her although I really have the urge to, xD).
That will be something interesting to blog about. :D
Or or, OBAMA OF 3 UNITY'09 STEPS DOWN. (Well, I really hope not?)

Speaking of school, today's just like any other day.
Only that people are complaining about how L-A-N their results are even though some people already has 4 A1s, -,- (I'm talking about Ben)
So, yea, if I blogged about every single thing that happened in school today, it'll be kinda boring.
And that's why I'm finding topics to talk about.

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And some songs played on my blog are to express my emotions, Claire. (:
And somehow, idk how, I'm begining to have this stupid feeling of people ignoring me, =/

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OH! I went to Kovan just now, and guess what I saw at the MRT bus stop?
I found one interesting and creative advertiser trying to advertise things by pasting the advertisements on the walls of the bus stop.
But this particular advertiser was really kinda creative.
Look:

Lol, funny right? Haha, xDD

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I seriously dunno what to talk about now.
So, I shall go hit the books and do my homework now.
See ya! :D

Adding on to my wish list....
- A Rip Curl bag pack or NUM bag
- Build-a-bear bear
- Any soft toy that is big and cuddly, especially giraffes, pigs or cows but STRICTLY NO DOREAMONS
- A new phone, if it's a touch-screen phone with a camera of 8 mega pixels or more
- A digital camera? Don't think about SOMEONE. But seriously, I want a nice digital camera.
- A cool birthday celebration in school
- A nice, smart and handsome boyfriend who'd truly love me and be faithful to me, :D (I'm not despo! xD)
- Anything colourful, especially if it's in the colour RED and/or GREEN (don't ever think of giving me lingerie set! I'll kill you! xD)
- A very nice jacket. (FYI, to be honest with you, I'm BRAND-CONSCIOUS)
- Something Lilo&Stitch would be fine too, (:
- Something handmade and meaningful, (:
- TO GROW TALLER
- A nice dress? Lol.
- Friendships that last a lifetime. (:
- 15 Kinder Joys/Surprises :D
- ALL the series of LAI BI XIAO XIN! :D

Sunday, March 8, 2009, 11:20 AM

It's a sunny, yellow, banana day! :D

I'm still stuck at the 9 questions of the Amaths worksheet.
Damn it. My Amaths is a cannot-make-it CMI standard.
Out of 10 questions, I only managed to get 1 question right. -,-
And if I were to attend tuition at this time, I won't be able to catch up with the rest in the tuition centre.
So, I'll just stick to getting my maths-pro friends to tutor me. Aha, :D

Today's better than yesterday.
'Cos I actually stepped out of the house. HAH, :D
Yea, met up with some of the Energizers'09 for the Inter UG Games Day proposal thinggggo.
Gotta come up with 2 ice-breaker games (how lame can that be? -,-) and do a proposal about it.
Thank God we have Weiting to help us witht the proposal format and stuffs.
If not, our proposal will be like my Amaths standard - CMI! xDD
Our ideas about the ice-breaker games shall be a SECRET for the time being, xD

Anyway, I like playing with Debra's i-touch. HAHA.
Told'ya I'm obsessed with touch-screen phones and stuffs already, xDD

Blahblahblah~
OH! Augustine is gonna bully me during LTC by getting me to 'collect rubbish'.
Damn it. HE BETTER NOT! -,-
If not I'll make sure that he loses 10kg after LTC! xDD

Oh, and there's a possibility that there is an outing for PSLs/SLs to go watch movie with Weisheng.
Idk. It's gonna be on the 14th of March. And I doubt I will be going, xDD
Yeaaaa, idk. I seriously dunno anything.
So yea, don't ask me. Ask Weisheng, aka Vincent. Haha, xDD

Kays, I think I better stop this kind of no-link-topic.
From Amaths to proposals to ice-breaker games to i-touch & touch-screen devices to LTC to outings. -,-

So, yea. I shall end here.
Toddles! :D

I got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby
Gonna cash it right in for a new Mercedes
You were worth a hundred thousand miles
But you couldn't stay awhile

I got your little brown shirt in my bottom drawer baby
And your little white socks in the top drawer
You were always leaving your shit around
And gone without a sound

Yeah I'm the first to fall,
And the last to know
Where'd you go?

Now I'm heels over head,
I'm hangin' upside-down
Thinkin' how you left me for dead
California bound

I got a first class ticket to a night all alone
And a front row seat up right by the phone
'Cause you're always on my mind
And I'm running out of time

I've got your hair on my pillow
And your smell in my sheets
And it makes me think about you
With the sand in your feet
Is it all you thought it'd be?
You mean everything to me

But I'm the first to fall,
And the last to know
Where'd you go?

Now I'm heels over head,
I'm hangin' upside-down
Thinkin' how you left me for dead
California bound

And when you hit the coast
I hope you think of me
And how I'm stuck here with the ghost
Of what we used to be

You're burnin' bridges baby (burnin' bridges)
Making wishes
Yeah you're burnin' bridges baby (burnin' bridges)
Making wishes
You're burnin' bridges baby (burnin' bridges)
Making wishes
Yeah you're burnin' bridges baby (burnin' bridges)
Making wishes

You're a chance taker, heartbreaker,
Got me wrapped around your finger
Chance taker, heartbreaker,
Got me wrapped around your finger

I got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby
Gonna cash it right in for a new Mercedes
If I drive a hundred thousand miles
Would you let me stay a while?

Now I'm heels over head,
I'm hangin' upside-down
Thinkin' how you left me for dead
California bound

And when you hit the coast
I hope you think of me
And how I'm stuck here with the ghost
Of what we used to be

Now I'm heels over head,
I'm hangin' upside-down
Thinkin' how you left me for dead
California bound

And when you hit the coast
Maybe you'll finally see
And then you'll turn it all around
And you will come back to me

Saturday, March 7, 2009, 7:21 PM

Arggggh.
I'm bored like no body's business.
Of course luh. Me being bored is totally no body's business, except mine.
Lol.
But seriously, I'm damn bored.

I woke up at 9 plus today.
Watched tv, fell asleep(typical) and woke up at 12.30pm for lunch.
Then I watched tv again and things became vague and the next thing I know, I fell asleep.
And I woke up at 4.45pm and I continued watching tv.
My mum bought dinner back, so I had my dinner early in case I forgot to eat it, xD
My mum 'snatched' my tv from me, so I went into the room and read my book.
I got bored of it and I went around looking for nice magazines to read but to no avail, -,-

Wow, seems like my life's boring.
But, it's up to me to make it boring or exciting.
It's only that for some reason, I feel like I'm being anti-social..

Anyway, then I got really really bored and then I turned on my laptop and started blogging.

&&, the disappointing part was that no one smsed/called/talked to me on msn since yesterday, ):
Yes, since yesterday.
How sad and pathetic is that? But, this does not show that I'm anti-social or something, okayyy..
It's just that NO ONE SMSED/CALLED/TALKED TO ME ON MSN and I feel anti-social..
And that is why I'm so bored today.

I wanna go Beach road..xD
I need to buy things.
And as expected, people want me to get things for them there.
So, yea, maybe I'll go there tomorrow with my mum.
Then I shall HINT to her that I want a Rip Curl bag for my bday. Ahah, xD
Yeaaaap, then maybe I'll really get a Rip Curl bag on my bday, :D
Oooh, speaking about birthdays, I'm wondering how cool is it to have a cousin who shares the same birthday as me.. O.o
Hah, 'cos my aunt's expecting. But I don't know when she's due to deliver. xDD
Cheryl must be excited about this..! HAHA, xDD

Yesterday's NPAP (or NDAP, idk? xDD) rehearsal was still okay..
Other people slacked, and so we kinda slacked too.
This is expected. 'Cos we weren't motivated, =/
By the way, the sir complimented me! :D
He said my marching was good. Lol?
The trip to HTA was kinda boring. Cos Edmond couldn't find a topic to entertain us.
But the trip back to SGS was kinda fun.
Lol, 'cos we were happy that training ended?
Ahah, that's very normal..

Alright..I've nothing much to say now.
So, see ya! :D

Huiearm, cheer up! (:

the protagonist

Hillary's the name, (:

[Hillary or Hilary is a given and family name, derived from the Latin hilarius meaning cheerful. Historically (in America), the spelling Hilary has generally been used for men and Hillary for women, though there are exceptions. In modern times it has drastically declined in popularity as a name for men.]

I have been alive for 15 years and counting. I thank everything that landed me in hot and sunny Singapore. I ended up in HIHS with my not-so-good and not-so-lousy PSLE score. Currently taking up BioChem, or rather, I'm in 3Unity'09, and sometimes I really wonder if I'm in the wrong class.

Anyway, I'm a 2nd Class Corporal holder in HolyNPCC unit and I'm proud to be in Energizers'09, :D

I am not-so-easily recognisable with my height and looks, xD But I'm easily recognisable with my loud voice. Yes, I'm a loud person. I can't stop talking. Well, maybe for a few minutes only, xD

I'm also a blunt, striaghtforward, talkative and chatty typical teenage girl who can talk about anything in the world, or simply laugh my ass off at something funny. And that is why my voice is that easy to recognise. :D My straightforwardness and certain jokes tend to hurt people. Please forgive me if I ever hurt you through my straighforwardness and hurtful jokes. I don't mean it, =/

Anyway, 13 April is an important day. Because it marks the day when people wish me a happy birthday. Okay, since that now you know when my birthday is, you should know what to do! {HINTING!}

Let me tell you more about myself...
SCROLL DOWN! :D

NUMBER ONE:

I ~~like~~ LOVE shopping.
Yes, like any other typical teen girl, I LOVE TO SHOP,:D

NUMBER TWO:

I like to walk into music shops and stare and admire the guitars and drums that they have on sale.
Lol, what a weird hobby I have, huh? Haha, xD

NUMBER THREE:

I like collecting Lilo & Stitch stuffs and other cute and furry soft toys. :D
Oooh! And I like collecting movie tickets as well! :D

NUMBER FOUR:

I love denying the fact that I hate math. (Whooops, xD)
Math is a TORTURE for my brain cells, y'know!
However, I shall FORCE myself to love maths for the sake of my results, s:

NUMBER FIVE:

I fancy even numbers.
Well, I don't think that is considered as a HOBBY. But, yea, I fancy even numbers. And I have a thing for GIRAFFES too and I don't know why either, xD

NUMBER SIX:

I'm not only a shopaholic. I'm a TV-holic as well!!
I'm only into comedy and LOCAL DRAMA. So, don't ask me anything about Korean or Taiwan dramas. Cus I'll be totally clueless about it. (:

NUMBER SEVEN:

I love milk, :D

NUMBER EIGHT:

DANCEEEEE.
I may not have the DANCE looks, but hey, it's not about the looks, it's more about the passion, :D

NUMBER NINE:

I HATE all those unnecessary stuffs growing on my face.
Well, who doesn't? xD

NUMBER TEN:

I've always dreamt of having a fun-filled life and being rich so that I can just buy anything off the shelf.
And I shall work towards that! :D

Okay. Now that you've know at least 10 things about me, I guess I shan't continue blabbing about myself. At the end of the day, I guess that there'll be millions of I's used in this profile segment while I can make better use of the time by doing better things in this world other than blabbing all about myself.

Okay, so I guess I shall end my profile RIGHTTTTTT....

Here.
Thanks for reading all the way up till this line! (: