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Hello there stranger, you've stepped into Hillary's blog,
which is opened to accomodate Hillary's (and no one else's) mindless musing and daily rantings.
Now that you're here, I can't stop you from doing whatever you want. It's the cyberworld anyway.
As you can see for yourself, navigations are right on top of what you're reading now. Lastly, do
enjoy your stay here, be it a short one or a long one.
Cheers! :D
ANNOUNCEMENT:
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Please relink! Tyvvvvvm! :D
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Sunday, January 18, 2009, 10:07 PM
Today was fine. The weather's fine. Every thing's fine. Except for my feelings.I don't feel fine inside. I'm scared of what's going to happen in the future.I don't wanna cry my eyes out. I wanna be happy, just like how everyone does.Why can't I be like the others, who can live their lives happily with the people they love most?Happiness is what everyone wish for. But at the end of the day, we'll ask whether we're truly happy with what we have..I should find myself fortunate, but like the others, I'm greedy. We all are greedy. Don't you agree?Once we got what we wanted, we tend to ask for more.But in this case, I myself don't find that I'm being greedy. I need that special someone.It's not my neediness, it's my need. And so does everyone else.Everyone needs a special someone. And so do I.I lost that special someone. I want that person back. I swear not to lose that person again.I really need that person back. I don't wanna lose that person to someone especially close to me. I'm really scared that will happen. I don't want that to happen.Get what I mean?I really need a chance to tell that person how much I need them. I really do..It's not that I don't grab every single opportunity. But there's not even a single opportunity for me..I'm more afraid, there won't be another chance or an opportunity for me anymore.I need to grab the chance.. Oookay... Went out with Xh today..Went to Tampines Mall first. Xh bought a pencil for Ivy. Didn't get to buy my clutch there cos only left the display piece.So, never mind, decided go Bugis buy instead cos we'll be going there anyway..Ate at McDonald's and somehow overheard these 3 spoilt brads talking to each other.They don't know how to go Beach Rd. They dunno that there's such a thing called the MRT. -.-MRT-ed to Bugis after that.I felt like I was alone all by myself. Cos Xh was talking on the phone with Ivy. -.-So, I quiet-quiet look out of the window and look at the scenery. The sky's nice! Haha, xDDBought my clutch at The Wallet Shop. ;DDDDDD Went over to Bugis Street. Goshhhh, it's damn crowded. You don't even have to walk. People will just push you all the way across the street. Haha, xDDBought my stuffs and went back to Bugis Junction.Xh bought presents for Ivy's grandfather. And she kept complaining that her heart aching.-.-While waiting for the bus to go home.....Saw lesbians kissing. Omgosh.... :S Bused home, and went to Kovan with my family for dinner and to buy CNY stuffs.Reached home, online-d and blogged.Kays, gotta go!See ya! xDD
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the protagonist
Hillary's the name, (:
[Hillary or Hilary is a given and family name, derived from the Latin hilarius meaning cheerful.
Historically (in America), the spelling Hilary has generally been used for men and Hillary for women, though there are exceptions.
In modern times it has drastically declined in popularity as a name for men.]
I have been alive for 15 years and counting. I thank everything that landed me in hot and sunny Singapore.
I ended up in HIHS with my not-so-good and not-so-lousy PSLE score. Currently taking up BioChem, or rather, I'm in 3Unity'09,
and sometimes I really wonder if I'm in the wrong class.
Anyway, I'm a 2nd Class Corporal holder in HolyNPCC unit and I'm proud to be in Energizers'09, :D
I am not-so-easily recognisable with my height and looks, xD But I'm easily recognisable with my loud voice.
Yes, I'm a loud person. I can't stop talking. Well, maybe for a few minutes only, xD
I'm also a blunt, striaghtforward, talkative and chatty typical teenage girl who can talk about anything in the world, or simply laugh my ass off at something funny.
And that is why my voice is that easy to recognise. :D My straightforwardness and certain jokes tend to hurt people. Please forgive me if I ever hurt you through my
straighforwardness and hurtful jokes. I don't mean it, =/
Anyway, 13 April is an important day. Because it marks the day when people wish me a happy birthday.
Okay, since that now you know when my birthday is, you should know what to do! {HINTING!}
Let me tell you more about myself...
SCROLL DOWN! :D
NUMBER ONE:
I like LOVE shopping.
Yes, like any other typical teen girl, I LOVE TO SHOP,:D
NUMBER TWO:
I like to walk into music shops and stare and admire the guitars and drums that they have on sale.
Lol, what a weird hobby I have, huh? Haha, xD
NUMBER THREE:
I like collecting Lilo & Stitch stuffs and other cute and furry soft toys. :D
Oooh! And I like collecting movie tickets as well! :D
NUMBER FOUR:
I love denying the fact that I hate math. (Whooops, xD)
Math is a TORTURE for my brain cells, y'know!
However, I shall FORCE myself to love maths for the sake of my results, s:
NUMBER FIVE:
I fancy even numbers.
Well, I don't think that is considered as a HOBBY. But, yea, I fancy even numbers.
And I have a thing for GIRAFFES too and I don't know why either, xD
NUMBER SIX:
I'm not only a shopaholic. I'm a TV-holic as well!!
I'm only into comedy and LOCAL DRAMA. So, don't ask me anything about Korean or Taiwan dramas.
Cus I'll be totally clueless about it. (:
NUMBER SEVEN:
I love milk, :D
NUMBER EIGHT:
DANCEEEEE.
I may not have the DANCE looks, but hey, it's not about the looks, it's more about the passion, :D
NUMBER NINE:
I HATE all those unnecessary stuffs growing on my face.
Well, who doesn't? xD
NUMBER TEN:
I've always dreamt of having a fun-filled life and being rich so that I can just buy anything off the shelf.
And I shall work towards that! :D
Okay. Now that you've know at least 10 things about me, I guess I shan't continue blabbing about myself. At the
end of the day, I guess that there'll be millions of I's used in this profile segment while I can make better use
of the time by doing better things in this world other than blabbing all about myself.
Okay, so I guess I shall end my profile RIGHTTTTTT....
Here.
Thanks for reading all the way up till this line! (:
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To be updated after 31 May 2009, (:
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